Episode 117 - "Whom do you seek?" John 18:1–6
John 18:1 When Jesus had spoken these words, he went out with his disciples across the brook Kidron, where there was a garden, which he and his disciples entered. 2 Now Judas, who betrayed him, also knew the place, for Jesus often met there with his disciples. 3 So Judas, having procured a band of soldiers and some officers from the chief priests and the Pharisees, went there with lanterns and torches and weapons. 4 Then Jesus, knowing all that would happen to him, came forward and said to them, “Whom do you seek?” 5 They answered him, “Jesus of Nazareth.” Jesus said to them, “I am he.” Judas, who betrayed him, was standing with them. 6 When Jesus said to them, “I am he,” they drew back and fell to the ground.
In John 18, the events that Jesus has foretold concerning him going away begin to happen quickly. Judas is following through on his betrayal of Jesus by leading his antagonists and the arresting party straight to Jesus. John does not include Jesus’ prayer in the garden of Gethsemane. It is almost sure that the garden referred to here is Gethsemane, but John does not record its name for us. It is very clear from Matthew’s account in Matthew 26:36-46 that Jesus knows exactly what is going to happen and when because in verse 46 he says, “Rise, let us be going; see, my betrayer is at hand.” At that point, Matthew records that Judas approached him and kissed him as a means to signify who they were to arrest. (Matthew 26:47-56) John simply indicates that Judas knew where he would likely go and led the arresting party to Jesus.
The group came prepared for resistance. There were enough people to arrest Jesus and his followers, and they were well-armed. But, as we will see, it was utterly inadequate and completely unnecessary. Let us first look at how it was inadequate.
First, notice that John says in verse 4 that Jesus knew all that would happen to him. The point is that Jesus is in control here and not Judas, the High Priests, or the Roman soldiers. There were multiple instances in Jesus’ ministry when people wanted to arrest or kill him, and they could not because it was not his hour. But, now his hour has come, and Jesus approached them when they appeared. He accepts what is about to happen to him because he knows it is the Father’s will.
Another indication revealing the authority and control Jesus has in this situation is what happened when he approached this group and asked them directly, “Whom do you seek?” (v. 4). He already knows they are seeking him. So, why does he bother to ask this question? It seems to me that he asks it for the benefit of his disciples and particularly John because John makes a connection with what transpires and Jesus’ identity.
When Jesus asks them who they are seeking, they reply, “Jesus of Nazareth.” The ESV records Jesus’ response to them as “I am he.” (v. 5) But, his response isn’t simply explaining to them that they have found their man. His answer is better translated as “I am.” Does that sound familiar? It is Jesus identifying with the divine name that God gave to Moses in Exodus 3:14, and which John recorded multiple occasions that Jesus invoked the divine for himself. (“I am the Good Shepherd, I am the way, the truth, and the life, . . .)
This account reveals John’s thoughts as he points out that when he said “I am” they “drew back and fell to the ground.” (v. 6). I don’t think these people had any great comprehension regarding Jesus’ reply. But, I believe John understood this to be the will of God, causing the appropriate response to Jesus’ claiming to be “I am.” Therefore, no significant number of soldiers or weaponry could have taken Jesus if it were not the Father’s will. The inadequacy of mens’ efforts to stop him is evident through their repeated failures of stopping him up to the point where the Father determines it is time for His Son to go to the cross. It is also unnecessary in that at the divine time, Jesus gave himself over to this crowd.
Jesus is the “I AM.” He is our Creator, Redeemer, and Judge, among other things. Jesus is God. Let this truth confront our pride and inform our worship of Him.