Episode 352 - "The Privilege of Ministry" - Exodus 4:10-17
Ex. 4:10 But Moses said to the LORD, “Oh, my Lord, I am not eloquent, either in the past or since you have spoken to your servant, but I am slow of speech and of tongue.” 11 Then the LORD said to him, “Who has made man’s mouth? Who makes him mute, or deaf, or seeing, or blind? Is it not I, the LORD? 12 Now therefore go, and I will be with your mouth and teach you what you shall speak.” 13 But he said, “Oh, my Lord, please send someone else.” 14 Then the anger of the LORD was kindled against Moses and he said, “Is there not Aaron, your brother, the Levite? I know that he can speak well. Behold, he is coming out to meet you, and when he sees you, he will be glad in his heart. 15 You shall speak to him and put the words in his mouth, and I will be with your mouth and with his mouth and will teach you both what to do. 16 He shall speak for you to the people, and he shall be your mouth, and you shall be as God to him. 17 And take in your hand this staff, with which you shall do the signs.”
I typically begin my thoughts by reflecting on what has been revealed up to this point and attempting to establish the broader context so we can best interpret the passage. However, an anecdotal story came to my mind as I read this, and I thought I’d share it
As an adolescent boy, I was stopped in the church hall one Sunday by an old lady who said to me, “I always thought you’d become a pastor someday.” I don’t remember what I said. I’m sure I was polite in my outward response. But my thoughts about that statement amounted to something like, “Crazy old lady!”
Later in college, I started dating the girl who would become my wife, and she once said to me, “I always thought I’d become a pastor’s wife someday.” On this occasion, I made my thoughts clearly known. I said, “You’re not the pastor’s wife type and I’m certainly not the pastor type.” The relationship has thrived in spite of our not seeing eye-to-eye on that. But here I am, a seminary graduate and a pastor for the past 11.5 years.
Why do I share this? Many years later, when things started changing in my mind about going to seminary and preparing for some kind of ministry, those affirmations kept coming. I didn’t need a voice coming out of a burning bush; I had a consistent message coming from many people who had no way of conspiring or knowing that others had told me the same thing.
I had different reasons for why I wasn’t a good fit for that. However, when I started entertaining those thoughts, I sought counsel from pastors whom I respected on how they knew they should go into ministry, and their answers were the same. They basically told me that if God wanted me in a ministry, I wouldn’t be able to do anything but that. It was all they could think about. I had already reached that point. I didn’t decide on my own to leave my career and go to seminary. In fact, I couldn’t give you details about when it was obvious I’d changed my mind. It was like that was all I ever wanted to do. I could not NOT go.
Moses made one last-ditch effort to convince God that he was not qualified for the job. I’m a bad speaker, Moses whined. The LORD was relentless. In essence, his response to Moses was, “I’ll bring your brother Aaron in on this, and we’ll make it a team effort.” (My paraphrase)
If we learn nothing else from Moses, we should learn that ministry is not about you. It’s not about your education, skills, looks, financial status, job history, or even your past. It’s about God. God is the one who does the real work of ministry. We are simply the agents or medium through which God chooses to work. It’s not that he has to do that. He chooses to do that. If people don’t respond to God’s grace accordingly, we are not held accountable. We simply need to be faithful to what the LORD asks of us. We’ll see that Pharaoh is as hard as they come. But the LORD never chastises Moses for Pharaoh’s rebellion. When we understand that, ministry is not a burden. It’s a privilege from the LORD.
That last fact explains the LORD’s reaction when Moses tells him to find someone else. Imagine working hard and making a great sacrifice to do something special for someone you love, only to hear, “No thanks!” That’s what Moses did. Fortunately, God’s grace was as strong as his will to use Moses to deliver the Israelites out of Egypt. The LORD was moving in the heart of Moses’ brother Aaron, and they would be reunited and serve the LORD together. What a gift God gave to Moses.
So, what has the LORD tasked us with? “Love the LORD your God with all your heart, soul, and mind. And love your neighbor as yourself.” (Matt. 22:37-40) Are you pursuing that or making excuses, wanting someone else to do it? May we all gladly accept this privilege in gratitude to the LORD.